Mmhm, yes, there was just something about this episode that got to me, and I can't place why.
I LOVE IT WHEN HE DOES DEAN STUFF! Probably because we see so little of it now that every moment is a bit of glee.
SAME HERE! MY EYES WERE SO BIG AND I THINK I WAS GRINNING LIKE A LOON. I always love it when people point out how co-dependent and fucked up they are with each other. Which, of course, they already know - just don't care about. haha
I think that was probably one time that Sam actually felt something - fear that Dean was going to do something to him and panic that he would leave him again because now he knows that he's missing something. That part was just ;_;
I know, my God. I didn't cry as hard as Swan Song [I never, NEVER want to experience that kind of pain again; ever.] but I did cry for at least five minutes afterwards, too. It was more of a shocked, wtf cry though - not sobbing my eyes out for eternity. It was just such a role reversal and that shocked and got me to my core, I think that's what did it mostly.
I want a fic of that now - the moment right after Dean does that, Sam comes to and Dean just says something like "Can you feel that, Sammy?" And then he cleans him up and they make out. I just...I want a lot of fic for this episode.
I want a really REALLY happy reunion when he gets his soul back and, honestly? I think us fans deserve it. A lot. We better get a hug, lots of fucking tears and possibly more hugging.
I do too! I don't know, just something about the whole theme of this ep has me reeling. :/
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Date: 2010-10-30 03:13 am (UTC)I LOVE IT WHEN HE DOES DEAN STUFF! Probably because we see so little of it now that every moment is a bit of glee.
SAME HERE! MY EYES WERE SO BIG AND I THINK I WAS GRINNING LIKE A LOON. I always love it when people point out how co-dependent and fucked up they are with each other. Which, of course, they already know - just don't care about. haha
I think that was probably one time that Sam actually felt something - fear that Dean was going to do something to him and panic that he would leave him again because now he knows that he's missing something. That part was just ;_;
I know, my God. I didn't cry as hard as Swan Song [I never, NEVER want to experience that kind of pain again; ever.] but I did cry for at least five minutes afterwards, too. It was more of a shocked, wtf cry though - not sobbing my eyes out for eternity. It was just such a role reversal and that shocked and got me to my core, I think that's what did it mostly.
I want a fic of that now - the moment right after Dean does that, Sam comes to and Dean just says something like "Can you feel that, Sammy?"
And then he cleans him up and they make out.I just...I want a lot of fic for this episode.I want a really REALLY happy reunion when he gets his soul back and, honestly? I think us fans deserve it. A lot. We better get a hug, lots of fucking tears and possibly more hugging.
I do too! I don't know, just something about the whole theme of this ep has me reeling. :/