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Sometimes you'll find a fic that seriously just gives you goosebumps and is so perfect that it instantaneously gives you so much pleasure in having found it and faith in fandom as a whole again. I just read one of those. It was a beautiful fic where the boys bond to fill each other up with each other so there is, quite literally, no room for Lucifer or Michael. It is seriously the best bonded-boys fic I have ever read and it almost moved me to tears. If the show could go down that route, that fic is the one I'd want them to go by. I know they'd never be able to do the sex but the bond part of it...I just, God, I'm so awestruck right now. /floats away
I will be rec'cing it at wincest_recs for all those interested. [It is a rather new one, too, based off of season five so some of you may have already read it.]

In other news I am really hot and I even have the fan blowing on me. :| Stupid cramps and time of the month. I hate you.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IT'S THURSDAY TOMORROW; THE EPIC EPISODE OF SUPERNATURAL WILL BE ON! :DDD

I also read some major spoilers today from TV Guide for the 100th episode and it sounds like it's gonna be REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLYY good. Like, really good. But angsty; incredibly angsty. There's a few spoilers that are making me more :/ than :D but I'm sure it'll all work out. I've got so much faith in the show it's kind of pathetic.

Tonight was the wrap party, I think! I wonder if The Impalas performed again and if there'll be vids. :D [I love how at the LA con breakfast Jensen was all mock-surprised "How do YOU guys know about the Impalas? " lol. Oh Jensen like we WOULDN'T know.]

I can't believe it's almost the end of season 5...seems like it was just starting. -cries- Thank GOD we have a season six or I would be a wreck right now. I wonder how the boys feel about it; if they're excited, nervous or just indifferent. Maybe they're glad to be going back or wish it would have ended - not sure. Either way I hope they're happy with it!

Had a dream last night too about a Con. xDD Like I made some girl cry somehow and Jensen wouldn't give me a hug and kept running up stairs to get away from me and I kept following begging and crying saying how sorry I was and that I usually never act like that. Then eventually he kinda held out his arms and I, for some reason, started to lean forward to kiss his lips but kissed his cheek instead and hugged him. I could FEEL the softness of his cheek, it was weird. I remember hugging Jared somewhere outside too and it was awkward cause I was gonna put my arms around his waist but then changed to neck at the last minute and it made him fumble a bit.
Of course it was a lot more complex than that as all dreams are and very confusing. But the thing is I was kinda off all day today because of it; I can't describe it even but the fact I made Jensen upset and he wouldn't hug me and was trying to get away from me really depressed me. But yet he still kinda acted like him...sorta. Like I had to keep telling myself that that DIDN'T HAPPEN and I have never even met Jensen and I highly doubt he would run away from me but IDK. I can't explain! I wish I could; it's so complex.

*sigh* My dreams are so weird. I went to bed dreaming about a con and how much fun it would be to go to one and see the boys [I'd never be able to do a photo op anyways; I find them kinda awkward] and all that, then end up having a nightmare about it. :|

So today I've had a very good day; first off I got my new computer and my dad set it up and it's SO uber duber extremely fast. Its like, ridic. But let's instead TALK ABOUT THE AWESOME SAUCE THAT WAS THIS SUPERNATURAL EP OMFG!

IF YOU DIDN'T LIKE IT, ONCE AGAIN BACK THE FUCK UP AND GO SOMEWHERE ELSE. THIS IS A HAPPY PLACE.
SPOILERS BENEATH THE CUT, LIKE DUH.



( My Bloody Valentine )

Anyways, school was dull. Though my essay was picked by the teacher to be used as an example for class. She had to ask me out into the hall to make sure that was okay, I was so freaked out I'd done something wrong. lmao

Tomorrow is gonna suck ass though cause I got two quizzes - the Algebra one I'm going to fail, I already know - and gotta write another essay. Bleeehhh Ah well, I'll just think about the epicnesss that was tonight and all shall be well.

I SWEAR TO GOD IF JENSEN GETS THE ROLE OF CAPTAIN AMERICA I WILL SHIT MY PANTS. That means in 2012 he would be in The Avengers with ROBERT DOWNEY FUCKING JR and I will shit AND vomit at the same time. Oh yeah. You drink up that mental image.

I FEEL SO HIGH RIGHT NOW! :D WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. SUPERNATURAL HIGH FTW!

So last night my dad and I were watching The Simpsons and thank God for that cause we found out KDSM is not going to be on Mediacom after December 31st. And where we live, we're too far down and behind too many trees that we can't get a satellite dish. Soooo we'll have to buy an antennae and box - because the t.v. we have doesn't have a tuner - and it's gonna cost loadsa. SCREW YOU MEDIACOM, I FCKING HAATE YOUUUU! :|

And it's currently -0.0 degrees, according to weatherbug. haha How can it be -0? Wouldn't it just be 0?

Eh.

I was hoping for a delay but no, our school is evil. I think if the apocalypse had started and demons started eating people in the streets, we would STILL have school. Cause Lord knows none of them would go after the teachers. Meheeeeee




Oh and I want to do some sort of survey thing later on this week/early next week but fiiirrsst I need to know who reads fanfiction and who here reads Wincest/J2. So plleeasseee, when you pass this if you could just take a few seconds to answer the questions then I would know whether or not it'd be worth it to do the poll I want to in the future.
Thanks guys!

[Poll #1499342]Obviously if you don't read fanfiction then there's no reason for you to do the 'what fanfiction do you read' and just click no if you want, or just skip this post.

So today did not feel like Friday...at all. haha But, alas, it is, and so now I got the weekend off.

I finally finished re-watching season three of Supernatural today. My dad just left and we finished the last episode together - he's already watched like every ep with me. And it's a good thing he was here or else I probably would have started crying again. I can't stand it when Dean dies in Mystery Spot, goes to hell or the end and beginning of AHBL 1 & 2. I just...gjlawejrlawejr

And the parts - especially in the last ep of season three - when they talk about being each others weaknesses and just that whole speech before they leave to get Lillith is just pretty much a Wincest-ers wet dream. haha And, I am, so I always love those talks. :D Hee. It's true what I read once that even if you read well written gen that stays true to characaters it's STILL like Wincest, to a point, because their lives are all about each other and no one else. So...yeah. It's totally the OTP. [Sorry, not a fan of Dean/Castiel AT ALL.] Funny thing is my dad knows I ship it so he's always making fun of what they say to each other and when they say 'you're my weakness' he goes 'you're my g-spot.' It never fails to crack me up that he seems fine/goes along with my crazy ships. ;]

Anywaaaaaaaaays, we got so much snow right now; and it's sooo fucking cold out, it's insane. Luckily we shouldn't be getting anymore for the next few days so hopefully this 'warmer' - shyeah 30 degrees - weather should get rid of some of it. I hate the ice though and I'm already tip-toeing through the school parking lot. This is gonna suuccckkk.

So I've been making icons for the past few days and I dunno whether I should post them...I dont' really think they're all that good, really. The one I'm using for this entry I made and all the others are from Bedtime Stories, as well, but the coloring's not the same in all of them.

And I still have a few plot bunnies for fics that I don't know whether I'll write or not. I still don't think I'm that great of a writer either.


Adam went to the z100's Jingle Ball tonight and hosted and was just pretty, as usual. Heres my fave pic from it. Oh, and remind me not to read comments anywhere but at the IDF forums cause I'm so sick of wanting to kill people that say things like 'he's a waste of breath.' Ignorant people. -shoots them all-

10-16 inches of snow is heading my way tonight till tomorrow night. An epic fucking blizzard.

If I die, just know I love you all and appreciate all those lovely snowflakes ya gave me. [my first time getting gifts!] And right back at ya!

We're for sure going to lose power, which is gonna suck, cause I gotta type a paper.

I ended up not going to school today cause of cramps but that's alright; most schools are getting out early anyways.

Btw, I've not been getting LJ notifications so I'll reply to comments when I do. haha


TATA EVERYONE! <3

Oh and rec me some Wincest/J2 fics before I die! [FYI I only read fics with sex, cause I'm a perv like that. And I totally don't mind ANY kink. ;] ]

Anyways, later, bbs!

Fuck you America, Fuck. You.

So you'll let some woman beating asshole perform on your show but not a gay man? Just proves Adams point that violence is okay but homosexuality - or sexuality in general, is not.

ABC/GMA; your homophobia is showing. And I want to shoot you.

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Thanksgiving was meh. My aunt said she saw Adam on t.v. and then I was asking where at and the people in the living room started talking about him, I guess and I heard my Uncle finish with 'for a queer.' I didn't hear the rest of what Barb was saying cause my gut felt so twisted. I was in a pretty bad mood for the rest of the day and just listened to my Zune.

Though I thought WWDD? [What Would Dean Do?] and ate some pie. Mmmm pumpkin. *slurps* Just ate another slice while watching the SPN re-run. Good God Ya'll. haha

But, yeah, homophobia is the number 1111111111111111111111111 [meaning number ONE] thing that annoys/irritates/aggravates/pisses me off. It makes me mad like nothing else does, which is saying something cause I actually don't get mad easily. Then I came home, read some fic and read that they're letting Chris Brown perform on GMA next week and I wanted to puke. God I hate society.

Probably going to do a bit of shopping for Black Friday tomorrow but I'm not sure when I'm getting up. Just wanted to get and/or look at a few things anyways.

I've always hated family get togethers/holidays and today just further proves my point that I'd rather be Dean and have a Sammy<3. I'd rather have their fucked up life than this one.

I...Adams perfomance last night shocked the hell outta me, to say the least. I KNEW it was going to be provocative, yes, but I was NOT fully expecting...well, what happened. Haha It was hot as hell though and I loooved it. the men on chains and leashes, crotch grabbing, the sucking face he did with Tommy and just guuhhh. His voice was a leeettle off but it was when he performed there on the finale too. That and I'm sure he was hella nervous.
I was kinda :/ about the whole thing last night cause I had no idea how people would react to it but, thankfully, most of the reviews are good. Comments? Not so much. haha Buuuut I still adore him and that's all that matters. :p My mom enjoyed the performance too and called me from the hospital to say how much she loved it. Grandma...ehhhhh not so much. Still loves his voice but not that performance.

Overall, loved it. Had to watch it a few times to really SEE it though. I was most worried about that fall though - was so afraid he was gonna tumble off the stage. :/ Still pissed they edited out the blowjob simulation for the West Coast but whatever. Discriminatioonn

But, srsly, if that's how his solo tour's gonna be? SIGN ME UP FOR FIFTY!

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Oh, I went driving for the first time yesterday....~in the dark. As spongebob would say. It actually wasn't as freaky as i thought it would be so hallelujah
Just getting that much closer to being ready to get my license.

Had to go outside for a half hour fire drill earlier. That sucked loads. And this room is fucking hot as haaallee. Damn.

BUYING ADAM'S ALBUM AFTER SCHOOL TODAY WOOOOOOOOO!