I know, I'm still not happy with it either - not at all - but I just feel kinda..resigned, almost? I dunno. I dont want him to be with or stay with Lisa, obviously, but him being with her for a little while is better than Dean being basically suicidal and trying to get back Sam or just end it all. As much as I loathe to say it I think Lisa and Ben will help keep him from going over the edge. He's still going to be super motherfucking depressed but I don't think he would try to do anything stupid while he's there.
It's fine! I feel the same way; I'm just trying to get to a point where I can start coping seeing as we have a whole summer to get through [and longer if it starts midseason] and I dont want to be extremely depressed the entire time. At this point though it sure feels like I will be; I'm in school and I'm like eternally on the verge of tears. It sucks. :/
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Date: 2010-05-14 01:05 pm (UTC)It's fine! I feel the same way; I'm just trying to get to a point where I can start coping seeing as we have a whole summer to get through [and longer if it starts midseason] and I dont want to be extremely depressed the entire time. At this point though it sure feels like I will be; I'm in school and I'm like eternally on the verge of tears. It sucks. :/
*huggles*