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Okay you guys...you guys...YOU GUYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ONLY AN HOUR AND FIFTEEN MINUTES LEFT TILL THE FUCKING APOCALYPSE AND THE SUPERNATURAL SEASON 5 FINALE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! -dies again and again and aagain-

So, either one of these scenarios will be happening tonight.

I:

A)have a heartattack
B)Pee myself
or
C) DO ALL FUCKING THREE YA'LL WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!


I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING INSANE!

It's such an adrenaline rush. It seems to be going by slow now but then before I know it it'll be 9:00 and I'll be sitting there like 0_____________________________0. OH MY GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Off to get ready to watch the Vampire Diaries season finale! :D

Supernatural Finale

I've had a bit of time to calm down, though I think I need more. Way more but at least I'm not uncontrollably sobbing anymore. I managed to stifle it to small cries every so often. I at least needed to get to this stage because I knew this was going to be rather long and I knew I couldn't type it through a shield of tears and snot.

I...just...I really have no words. This is not going to be a regular review. Because I know many - like myself - are REALLY upset, this is more going to be an optimistic lets-look-at-the-good-things and run with them post.

I just have to thank my dad too -which I already did - for being there with me. If it weren't for him I'd still be a sobbing, bawling mess on the floor. He doesn't understand me being so emotional and was a little stand-offish at first but then he came and hugged me and we worked out some theories and he said some things that, ultimately, will make me feel better when I can think a little straighter. Right now though my brain is just kind of...mush. I really can't feel anything or think anything other than sadness and how fucking hard this summer is going to be to get through now.

And now, for your consideration, the Supernatural finale review-ish post.


( Swan Song )



LONG LIVE SUPERNATURAL AND SEASON SIX FOR THE MOTHER FUCKING WIN!

Edit: Took me an hour and a half to write this. Jesus. :p