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gothic_elvisUsually, I try not to let people's opinions bug me but sometimes I fail. Today is one of those times.
I am, for one, irritated that so many people thought that last night should have been the last episode of show. All I can say to that is REALLY?! After all they've been through and all they've sacrificed and gave up, you'd be happy with a fucking tragic ending? No, it's not bittersweet, it's tragic. No one got what they wanted and everyone went home sad. [sure the world lived but that's not what this show is about.] It's about Sam and Dean. Together. Last I checked they weren't together when it ended. Yes Dean did what Sam asked - what he made him promise to do, which I now fully agree with and respect, but beyond that loyalty to Sam - I truly believe Dean has no other feelings towards Lisa. It would literally make no sense. Lisa herself even said in S3 something to the extent of "Who are you? We hooked up over a weekend like a million years ago." Exactly, Show, exactly. She's nothing to Dean. Hell, Cassie meant more to him than she does and yet they're trying to make it seem like Lisa is the new Jess, but for Dean. I'm not buying it and I never will; Ben be damned.
So all of ya'll saying 'Well now Dean can be happy and live with Lisa and Sam is happy because Dean's doing what he wants blah blah' can just SHUT YER TRAP! Dean is not happy with Lisa and Dean WILL NOT ever be happy with her, truly. It's not in him to settle down - especially without Sam. He may be living an apple pie life but it's not real and it's not true to who he is or what show is all about - and it isn't even want Sam wants. We all know that what he truly desires is Dean by his side like always but he's putting what he believes to be Dean's happiness before himself and is 'making a sacrifice' by giving him up to Lisa. Newsflash Sam; DEAN DOESN'T WANT LISA! HE WANTS YOU! STOP MAKING THE STUPID DECISIONS LIKE YOU DID IN S3, GUYS. SERIOUSLY.
Sooo yeah. It's not a happy ending or even a relatively peaceful ending and I would never EVER be satisfied with it had it been the true finale. I would have thought everyone would like the show to end on a high note when it does finally reach its time but I thought wrong, I guess. I just pray to God we get an honest to God peaceful - if not full on happy - ending to S6.
Though it seems like half the fandom won't even be watching S6 now. :| *sighs*
I truly was not trying to offend anyone with this I'm just extremely tired, frustrated and I spent most of the day crying and/or sad. I barely got any sleep last night and my birthday is this weekend and I'm not looking forward to it. All I wanna do is crawl in a hole and sleep. :/
I read a few codas today but I need more. A lot fucking more. And a whole crap load of happy lovey-dovey schmoop fic. I'm just...not happy right now.
It's not even the show I'm really that unhappy with anymore - it's more just the fandom now with all the stupid wank and whining. I'm still unbelievably sad but I've also come to terms with it and I know that it will all resolve itself in S6 - which I am still very much looking forward to, by the way, and plan on watching till the end.
I want September to be here now.
I am, for one, irritated that so many people thought that last night should have been the last episode of show. All I can say to that is REALLY?! After all they've been through and all they've sacrificed and gave up, you'd be happy with a fucking tragic ending? No, it's not bittersweet, it's tragic. No one got what they wanted and everyone went home sad. [sure the world lived but that's not what this show is about.] It's about Sam and Dean. Together. Last I checked they weren't together when it ended. Yes Dean did what Sam asked - what he made him promise to do, which I now fully agree with and respect, but beyond that loyalty to Sam - I truly believe Dean has no other feelings towards Lisa. It would literally make no sense. Lisa herself even said in S3 something to the extent of "Who are you? We hooked up over a weekend like a million years ago." Exactly, Show, exactly. She's nothing to Dean. Hell, Cassie meant more to him than she does and yet they're trying to make it seem like Lisa is the new Jess, but for Dean. I'm not buying it and I never will; Ben be damned.
So all of ya'll saying 'Well now Dean can be happy and live with Lisa and Sam is happy because Dean's doing what he wants blah blah' can just SHUT YER TRAP! Dean is not happy with Lisa and Dean WILL NOT ever be happy with her, truly. It's not in him to settle down - especially without Sam. He may be living an apple pie life but it's not real and it's not true to who he is or what show is all about - and it isn't even want Sam wants. We all know that what he truly desires is Dean by his side like always but he's putting what he believes to be Dean's happiness before himself and is 'making a sacrifice' by giving him up to Lisa. Newsflash Sam; DEAN DOESN'T WANT LISA! HE WANTS YOU! STOP MAKING THE STUPID DECISIONS LIKE YOU DID IN S3, GUYS. SERIOUSLY.
Sooo yeah. It's not a happy ending or even a relatively peaceful ending and I would never EVER be satisfied with it had it been the true finale. I would have thought everyone would like the show to end on a high note when it does finally reach its time but I thought wrong, I guess. I just pray to God we get an honest to God peaceful - if not full on happy - ending to S6.
Though it seems like half the fandom won't even be watching S6 now. :| *sighs*
I truly was not trying to offend anyone with this I'm just extremely tired, frustrated and I spent most of the day crying and/or sad. I barely got any sleep last night and my birthday is this weekend and I'm not looking forward to it. All I wanna do is crawl in a hole and sleep. :/
I read a few codas today but I need more. A lot fucking more. And a whole crap load of happy lovey-dovey schmoop fic. I'm just...not happy right now.
It's not even the show I'm really that unhappy with anymore - it's more just the fandom now with all the stupid wank and whining. I'm still unbelievably sad but I've also come to terms with it and I know that it will all resolve itself in S6 - which I am still very much looking forward to, by the way, and plan on watching till the end.
I want September to be here now.
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Date: 2010-05-15 05:41 am (UTC)KRIPKE AS CHUCK AS GOD even said in the narrative, "every part of dean, every fiber wants to die or to bring sam back. but he's not going to do either because he made a PROMISE to SAM." and that is the most gut-wrenching thing EVER. Because for dean to be truly happy? He'd have to die and/or bring sam back. I mean, we've seen countless times that the boys CANNOT live without each other and the only reason dean is TRYING is because of sam. Not because of lisa, not even because of ben. Hell, when sam brought up the idea dean scoffed so hard I almost laughed.
ITA x 839489034. Sam on the outside looking in at dean being "happy" is so obviously setting months up of miscommunication in that DEAN IS NOT HAPPY SAM, YOU FOOL! He's only THERE because of YOU. AND JUST YEAH..
I AM SO GLAD WE GET ANOTHER SEASON OF OUR BOYS. I WOULD LITERALLY BE ON THE FLOOR CRYING IF THAT WAS OUR SERIES FINALE <33
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Date: 2010-05-15 03:18 pm (UTC)It's so sad that now the only way Dean could be happy is to make such a sacrifice. :/
He did, didn't he? In the car when Sam said it - I remember that now. heh. Seriously, that right there should show that it's not what he wanted.
I kind of hope that show goes in the direction where Sam sticks around and watches him from the shadows and eventually sees how unhappy he is so he decides to go to him. Orrr if they do something like I've been reading in a lot of fic where Dean is always seeing Sam - and he like thinks he's going crazy or something - but it really is him. Unless he really is hallucinating and then one day he sees him and it actually is him. That'd be cool.
I AM TOO. AND I WOULD BE TOO. OH MY GODDDDDD THIS SUMMER WILL BE TORTURE!
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Date: 2010-05-15 05:45 am (UTC)I LOVED THE ENDING FOR WHAT IT WAS A SEASON FINALE.
i would be singing a totally different tune if this was the SERIES finale.
i'm still crying over the finale, but i LOVED IT. and right now i'm on a CODA FIC FRENZY and i can't even deal right now.
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Date: 2010-05-15 03:19 pm (UTC)Same here. I don't even think I'd be able to function now had that been the end.
I did too! It's so crazy how fucking depressed it's made me but how much I still LOVED IT! haha.
Me too; my fave so far is
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Date: 2010-05-15 06:06 am (UTC)I can't believe how much this finale is still affecting me - seriously. *crawls into your hole and hibernates until September with you*
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Date: 2010-05-15 03:20 pm (UTC)It's still affecting me too and it's now I'm wondering just how long I'm going to need before I can think about it without wanting to cry. Maybe I'll be like this till s6.
It's nice in here, isn't it? hehe *cuddles in hole*
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Date: 2010-05-15 05:57 pm (UTC)I know I'm not done yet - I've still got to work on icons. Just looking at caps last night made me tear up. *sigh*
Yesh :3 it is *cuddles* Now if only I could actually do that.
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Date: 2010-05-15 06:04 pm (UTC)IKR? I just want a time machine or something or be able to sleep till September.
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Date: 2010-05-15 06:52 pm (UTC)I was actually thinking I wanted do something with that screencap as well. Maybe I could use it for wallpaper practice - I'm not very good at them. Would you like me to try? :)
We're still not sure on September though, right?
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Date: 2010-05-15 07:13 pm (UTC)No, we're not entirely sure but the midseason rumors were only, in fact, rumors as well. We won't know the official schedule till May 20th. :p
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Date: 2010-05-15 07:40 pm (UTC)Ahhh, I see. Alrighty then. May 20th it is. Thanks for letting me know!
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Date: 2010-05-15 06:20 am (UTC)I do hope this weekend gets better for you sweetie especially it being your birthday. u__u
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Date: 2010-05-15 03:22 pm (UTC)Thank God indeed and I can't wait either!
Thank you; I'm hoping it will too. Supposed to go out with my grandpa today. :p
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Date: 2010-05-15 08:18 am (UTC)No freaking way could that have been the ending. Sam was ALONE. wtf! Dean didn't know his brother was ALIVE!
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Date: 2010-05-15 03:27 pm (UTC)I know, that would have been the absolute worst ending EVER. And I dunno if I would be able to rewatch eps then. I'd just feel so depressed, knowing how it really ends.
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Date: 2010-05-15 08:55 am (UTC)First off, Dean didn't look particularly happy. I doubt Dean could ever really be happy in a world without Sam - same thing the other way around. For five season, it's been about them and how much they need each other and can't live without each other - so why the hell would people want it to end this way?
I want the show to end with either both of them alive and together, hunting, or the two of them dying together. If one of them lived without the other (or as in this case, lived thinking the other was dead) - that would be the most unsatisfying ending ever and NOT TRUE TO THE SHOW.
Though it seems like half the fandom won't even be watching S6 now.
Whatever. I bet they'll all watch it anyway. It's easy to say you'll stop but once the show'll start airing again and your flist will talk about the new eps, they'll start watching again ;-)
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Date: 2010-05-15 03:29 pm (UTC)probably.For five season, it's been about them and how much they need each other and can't live without each other - so why the hell would people want it to end this way?
I want the show to end with either both of them alive and together, hunting, or the two of them dying together. If one of them lived without the other (or as in this case, lived thinking the other was dead) - that would be the most unsatisfying ending ever and NOT TRUE TO THE SHOW.
Yes yes MOTHERFUCKING YES! I used to be all OH MY GODD NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO to the thought of them dying - even together - but now that we've seen their heaven and that they're together. I could get behind that. That might actually be a pretty cool ending, IMO. The boys dying on some hunt and the last scene of them is in heaven, leaning or sitting on the Impala, watching the stars. Ohhhhhh. <333
I bet they will too. xD They complain now but whe it rolls around...we'll see. haha
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Date: 2010-05-15 09:19 am (UTC)I'm right there with you!
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Date: 2010-05-15 03:29 pm (UTC)And thanks. :]
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Date: 2010-05-15 10:37 am (UTC)Just think of it this way; if this had been really the last episode, it would have ended differently. Maybe still sad, but I 100% believe that this was not the original end of the show. Season 6 messed up Kripke’s plans with what was supposed to be the last episode. We’ll get our 'happy' end, be it Sam & Dean ending up hunting together or dying together. Even the latter seems like a happy end to me, cause it means that at least they’ll be together in heaven and will share their soulmates spot. <3
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Date: 2010-05-15 03:31 pm (UTC)Even the latter seems like a happy end to me, cause it means that at least they’ll be together in heaven and will share their soulmates spot.
Exactly! I used to object to that ending SO HARD but I could get into that. Specially if the last scene is them in heaven, sitting on the Impala, watching the stars. -dies thinking about it- Heeeeeeee
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Date: 2010-05-15 11:24 am (UTC)I mean, I think there is a difference in saying that "that could have been a possible ending and maybe that's how Kripke was planning on finishing it all" and saying "I would have liked it to be the end".
Because seriously. I could never be happy with that kind of ending. They boys separated and Dean in that fake family and Sam alone on the earth????? I'd rather cut my eyeballs out before watching such an ending.
I don't care how lame and banal that might be. It's a bout the brothers. It has to end with them together.
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Date: 2010-05-15 03:32 pm (UTC)There is! I just dont get how anyone could be happy with that.
They boys separated and Dean in that fake family and Sam alone on the earth????? I'd rather cut my eyeballs out before watching such an ending.
My thoughts EXACTLY. That would be the absolute worst ending ever.
*nods* Thats what's show always has been about - though sometimes it doesn't see it - and I'm really glad we're going to be back at the 'roots' next S6 supposedly so I'm really looking forward to more brother lovin'. ;]
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Date: 2010-05-16 01:43 pm (UTC)ITA!!!
Date: 2010-07-17 08:51 am (UTC)Lisa was a one night booty call NOT the love of Dean’s life. Where’s the soul ending connection? Ben isn’t his kid (and by the way he acts she hasn’t stopped with the one night stands); Lisa isn’t the love of his life. I can’t for the life of me figure out we they keep shoving her down our throats. I would have believed him going to Cassie then deciding to save Sam before I would believe that hot mess of an ending.
I have watched every season this summer and I can’t figure out what the hell Lisa does for a living (besides visit bars and have one night stands). Can someone please tell me? God, I hope Lisa and Ben are demons and Dean has to whack them.
I was disgusted when I thought that was the series ending, but there’s still a chance to get him with Sam, hunting until they’re old and gray.
They better have one heck of a season premiere after shoving that bull down my throat.