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gothic_elvisSo uhm. Uh. Hi. My brain is currently gone somewhere else that I don't know of, if you find it please return it to Supernatural as THAT IS WHERE MY FUCKING SOUL AND HEART IS. IT BELONGS TO THAT SHOW. GOOD MOTHER OF GOD.
John = me most of the first half of that episode.
Spongebob = me the second half.
So basically the almost complete entirety of the first half of the episode is wiped from my brain thanks to that FUCKING FANTABULOUS MARVELOUS SECOND HALF. SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT SON.
I can quite literally remember very, very little of the first half.
The scene with Sam in the chair was great to me as it seemed very Sam..ish? I dunno, he was acting more Sam there than he has been the entire season.
Sam asking if he was just going to leave him tired up there forever and Dean saying he didn't think that was a bad idea. UHHHH UNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
And the way he gave Dean the choice to release him but then got out of it anyways was kind of, uhm, hot. lol
Sam scaring Samuel wasn't a good sign lol and awwwwwwwwwwww Dean WE ALL LOVE YOU I SWEEAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRSSSSSS.
Okay, them leaving Dean behind on alpha vamp fight. KNEW there was something fishy going on there, just wasn't positive. And then seeing them putting him in the van, I for sure knew something was up. lol
AND CAN I JUST SAY RIGHT HERE AND NOW I LOVE IT WHEN DEAN GETS SO FUCKING ANGRY THAT HE SQUEALS THE CAR OVER TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD ALL...ANGRILY. HEEEEEEEEEEEEE LOVE.
Sam honestly didn't think that Samuel capturing the alpha's and torturing them was strange? Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam
That fight broke me a little bit and I had a huge-ass knot in my stomach and thought I was going to be sick. If they broke up again I was going to be...well, not happy, to put it lightly.
When Sam went to Samuel I was like :o :( :( :( :( I had a feeling that he hadnt actually left Dean and it was a ploy but, again, not positive.
I WAS SO FUCKING HAPPY TO SEE SAM GET BACK IN THAT IMPALA AND DEAN GO ALL 60-40 AND SAM'S SHRUG. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BOYYYYYYYYYYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
When Dean was hiding under that desk I totally thought Sam was like all smushed up behind him or something and was waiting for the camera to pan behind him. But no dice. Awwwwwwwwwww lol
Torturing the alpha obvs has no effect. SO STOP DOING IT MAYBBEEH?
LOL he knew they were there. He's like a gazillion years old, I think he can detect chu.
And now, the big guns:
Samuel has been asking for the placement of Purgatory? WTTTTFFFFFFFFFFF.
As soon as he started that shit with his gross ass nail though I knew something was going down.
AND WHY ARE THEY BUILDING AN ARMY? WHHHHHYYYY? [So, see, there's still a fewww questions after this episode. hah.]
Enter Samuel with Dopey 1 and 2. Bleh.
HAHA STRIP SEARCH. No not really, just weapons. :/
AND ALRIGHT I WAS SO DISAPPOINT I'D THOUGHT THE VAMP KILLED THAT DOUCHE.
[And the bit with him talking to Sam about using him or whatever? I'M GETTING A FLASHBACK TO SEASON 2 YA'LL. NOT GOOD.]
WHEN THEY BECAME DEMONS I THINK I SCREECHED A LITTLE. LIKE WTTTTTTFFFFFFF
And then, clapping, and how long it took them to show who was clapping. I think when they finally showed FUCKING CROWLEY I was like O___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________O
Then we basically learn...everything. I don't think there's been one single episode where we have learned THIS FUCKING MUCH in, like, five minutes.
Soooo
1. Samuel is employed to Crowley.
2. Crowley pulled both Sam and Samuel up/down.
3. He is the one wanting to know where Purgatory is so he can ~expand or whatever since he's king of hell.
4. And, this is a biggie,
HE FUCKING HAS SAM'S SOUL HOLY SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
I could have sworn on my dead gerbil's grave it was gonna be, like, Balthazar or some other angel or creature we haven't been introduced to yet. BUT OMFG CROWLEY? THAT WAS SUCH A TWIST I THINK I SWALLOWED MY TONGUE.
Questions now are: Why is Samuel working for him? [Why did Samuel get to keep his soul and Sam didn't?] What are the boys going to do nooooww?
So, I'm kind of confused with this buut - what I'm getting is that Samuel sold both boys out and asked to have Sam out with him so they could all hunt for the alphas [knowing he'd go to Dean eventually so that's one more hunter.] I'm, I dunno, a little confused on that bit - I'll have to pay more attention on my second watch.
When Sam pulled that gun I thought it was Dean at first and when I saw it was Sam I was all O_o and when Dean pushed his hand down. ungggh. that whole scene was hot.I still would have shot him though I mean really? He sold them out. Apparently. Still confused.
This episode: 9/10 I wasn't bored at all; I thought it was pure amazingness through and through.
And with this whole stupid - STILL GOING ON I REGRET TO SAY- debacle over Sam & Dean I just. I hate it. I hate the whole war between the brothers and who's wrong and who's right. Just give it up. I am at the point that I can see both sides of the picture - both of their POV in thinking and am not angry with either one of them for their actions. They both think what they're doing is right and that's what you have to give them credit for.
Obviously Sam's views may be skewed since he has no soul but that's not his fault - do not fucking blame Sam.
Holding one brother above the other for variables they can't change or be responsible is stupid and childish. I hope everyone comes to realise this real soon.
AND THAT FUCKING PREVIEW. WTF WAS THAT SHIT. SO CONFUSED. I didn't really notice much cause those weird ass Crowley voice-overs were giving me the skeevies. Going to go watch it again. BUT HOLY SHIT SNIPER!DEAN. SO FUCKING HOT.NNNGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I understand asking for no angst between the boys when Sam has no soul is impossible so I'll just ask it's kept at a minimum next ep. :/ Ehhhhhh. I really want his soul baackkkk.
CANNOT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
John = me most of the first half of that episode.
Spongebob = me the second half.
So basically the almost complete entirety of the first half of the episode is wiped from my brain thanks to that FUCKING FANTABULOUS MARVELOUS SECOND HALF. SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT SON.
I can quite literally remember very, very little of the first half.
The scene with Sam in the chair was great to me as it seemed very Sam..ish? I dunno, he was acting more Sam there than he has been the entire season.
Sam asking if he was just going to leave him tired up there forever and Dean saying he didn't think that was a bad idea. UHHHH UNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
And the way he gave Dean the choice to release him but then got out of it anyways was kind of, uhm, hot. lol
Sam scaring Samuel wasn't a good sign lol and awwwwwwwwwwww Dean WE ALL LOVE YOU I SWEEAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRSSSSSS.
Okay, them leaving Dean behind on alpha vamp fight. KNEW there was something fishy going on there, just wasn't positive. And then seeing them putting him in the van, I for sure knew something was up. lol
AND CAN I JUST SAY RIGHT HERE AND NOW I LOVE IT WHEN DEAN GETS SO FUCKING ANGRY THAT HE SQUEALS THE CAR OVER TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD ALL...ANGRILY. HEEEEEEEEEEEEE LOVE.
Sam honestly didn't think that Samuel capturing the alpha's and torturing them was strange? Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam
That fight broke me a little bit and I had a huge-ass knot in my stomach and thought I was going to be sick. If they broke up again I was going to be...well, not happy, to put it lightly.
When Sam went to Samuel I was like :o :( :( :( :( I had a feeling that he hadnt actually left Dean and it was a ploy but, again, not positive.
I WAS SO FUCKING HAPPY TO SEE SAM GET BACK IN THAT IMPALA AND DEAN GO ALL 60-40 AND SAM'S SHRUG. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BOYYYYYYYYYYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
When Dean was hiding under that desk I totally thought Sam was like all smushed up behind him or something and was waiting for the camera to pan behind him. But no dice. Awwwwwwwwwww lol
Torturing the alpha obvs has no effect. SO STOP DOING IT MAYBBEEH?
LOL he knew they were there. He's like a gazillion years old, I think he can detect chu.
And now, the big guns:
Samuel has been asking for the placement of Purgatory? WTTTTFFFFFFFFFFF.
As soon as he started that shit with his gross ass nail though I knew something was going down.
AND WHY ARE THEY BUILDING AN ARMY? WHHHHHYYYY? [So, see, there's still a fewww questions after this episode. hah.]
Enter Samuel with Dopey 1 and 2. Bleh.
HAHA STRIP SEARCH. No not really, just weapons. :/
AND ALRIGHT I WAS SO DISAPPOINT I'D THOUGHT THE VAMP KILLED THAT DOUCHE.
[And the bit with him talking to Sam about using him or whatever? I'M GETTING A FLASHBACK TO SEASON 2 YA'LL. NOT GOOD.]
WHEN THEY BECAME DEMONS I THINK I SCREECHED A LITTLE. LIKE WTTTTTTFFFFFFF
And then, clapping, and how long it took them to show who was clapping. I think when they finally showed FUCKING CROWLEY I was like O___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________O
Then we basically learn...everything. I don't think there's been one single episode where we have learned THIS FUCKING MUCH in, like, five minutes.
Soooo
1. Samuel is employed to Crowley.
2. Crowley pulled both Sam and Samuel up/down.
3. He is the one wanting to know where Purgatory is so he can ~expand or whatever since he's king of hell.
4. And, this is a biggie,
HE FUCKING HAS SAM'S SOUL HOLY SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
I could have sworn on my dead gerbil's grave it was gonna be, like, Balthazar or some other angel or creature we haven't been introduced to yet. BUT OMFG CROWLEY? THAT WAS SUCH A TWIST I THINK I SWALLOWED MY TONGUE.
Questions now are: Why is Samuel working for him? [Why did Samuel get to keep his soul and Sam didn't?] What are the boys going to do nooooww?
So, I'm kind of confused with this buut - what I'm getting is that Samuel sold both boys out and asked to have Sam out with him so they could all hunt for the alphas [knowing he'd go to Dean eventually so that's one more hunter.] I'm, I dunno, a little confused on that bit - I'll have to pay more attention on my second watch.
When Sam pulled that gun I thought it was Dean at first and when I saw it was Sam I was all O_o and when Dean pushed his hand down. ungggh. that whole scene was hot.
This episode: 9/10 I wasn't bored at all; I thought it was pure amazingness through and through.
And with this whole stupid - STILL GOING ON I REGRET TO SAY- debacle over Sam & Dean I just. I hate it. I hate the whole war between the brothers and who's wrong and who's right. Just give it up. I am at the point that I can see both sides of the picture - both of their POV in thinking and am not angry with either one of them for their actions. They both think what they're doing is right and that's what you have to give them credit for.
Obviously Sam's views may be skewed since he has no soul but that's not his fault - do not fucking blame Sam.
Holding one brother above the other for variables they can't change or be responsible is stupid and childish. I hope everyone comes to realise this real soon.
AND THAT FUCKING PREVIEW. WTF WAS THAT SHIT. SO CONFUSED. I didn't really notice much cause those weird ass Crowley voice-overs were giving me the skeevies. Going to go watch it again. BUT HOLY SHIT SNIPER!DEAN. SO FUCKING HOT.NNNGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I understand asking for no angst between the boys when Sam has no soul is impossible so I'll just ask it's kept at a minimum next ep. :/ Ehhhhhh. I really want his soul baackkkk.
CANNOT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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Date: 2010-11-06 02:40 am (UTC)ANYWAYS, OMG -DEAD-
CROWLEY YOU FIERCE BITCH. AND CAS, OMG CAS. SO SASSY THIS SEASON. I LOVE IT. DEAN NEEDS TO STOP MAKING HIM HIS BITCH, EVEN THOUGH IT IS KINDA HOT, NGL.
SO MUCH BONDAGE/FISTING GOING ON THIS SEASONI HOPE SAMUEL WANTS TO BRING BACK MARY.
Ughhhh the hate. I love both the boys equally. :/ I don't like it either- both have their problems.
THE PREVIEW, WHAT. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING ON. I hope it isn't Sam and Dean breaking up again.
-makes time machine to fast forward to Friday-
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Date: 2010-11-06 02:43 am (UTC)I LOVE CROWLEY TOO EVEN THO NOW THAT HE'S THE BAD GUY HE'S PROLLY GONNA BE KILLED OFF. :/
AND RETURN OF THE NEVERENDING CHOKING OF SAM.LULZI THOUGHT THAT TOO! ACTUALLY, WOULDN'T THAT BE AN AWESOME TWIST? AT THE END OF THE SEASON MARY SUDDENLY APPEARS? OMG. OMG OMG OMG. WHAT IF THAT'S WHAT IT IS?
I know, right? They both have issues; no one needs to be hatin.
I HOPE THEY DON'T EITHER AND IT'S JUST ANOTHER ONE OF THEIR LITTLE LOVER'S SPATS.
-goes with you-
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Date: 2010-11-06 03:03 am (UTC)AHHH THEY CAN'T KILL HIM. HE'S ONE OF MY FAV CHARACTERS. (THOUGH THAT DOESN'T SAY MUCH SINCE I LOVE ALL OF THEM.) BUT STILL.... KING OF HELL CAN'T BE EASILY, RIGHT? -HAS HOPE-
MARY COMING BACK WOULD BE AMAZING AND MOST OF ME WOULD BE THRILLED. THOUGH THERE IS THIS LITTLE PART OF ME THAT JUST LIKES SAM AND DEAN AND THEIR ~DYNAMIC, NO ONE ELSE IN THE PICTURE (GO AWAY SAMUEL). LULZ, I JUST DON'T WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY UNLESS THEY ARE OFF HUNTING WITH EACH OTHER. SORRY BOYS.
I HOPE SO TOO. I REEEEALLY HOPE ONCE SAM GETS HIS SOUL BACK, HIM AND DEAN WILL HAVE A NICE BIG HUG AND MORE BROTHERLY MOMENTS. WITH MAYBE TEARS. TEARS WOULD BE NICE.
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Date: 2010-11-06 03:09 am (UTC)Hmm I dunno - I like him but I honestly wouldn't sob to see him go. Now Balthazar on the other hand...he's, like, my new BAMF.
THOUGH THERE IS THIS LITTLE PART OF ME THAT JUST LIKES SAM AND DEAN AND THEIR ~DYNAMIC, NO ONE ELSE IN THE PICTURE (GO AWAY SAMUEL). LULZ, I JUST DON'T WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY UNLESS THEY ARE OFF HUNTING WITH EACH OTHER. SORRY BOYS.
Me? ARE YOU ME? No really, that's so me - because as much as I love Mary I'd want her to gtfo as soon as she came back. [Even though she's one of my fave characters and it pains me to say it.] I just love the two boys together [alone] too much to let anything compromise that. Maybe if she stayed at a home and they visited her every so often, fine, that could be handled. BUT NOT HUNTING WITH THEM.
I WANT HUGS AND TEARS PLZ. LOTS OF HUGS AND TEARS. :D
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Date: 2010-11-06 03:22 am (UTC)BALTHAZAR. UNFFFF.
SURPRISE, I AM YOU. But I agree so hard- she can only stay if she approves of the boys' hunting and stays at home. Besides, that would just be too awkward, with her tagging along in the backseat, being all motherly to her grown boys. XD ONLY SAM AND DEAN, DAMMIT. THREE'S A CROWD.
LULZ, THEY ARE SO ~MANLY. BECAUSE I BELIEVE HUGS AND TEARS WILL HAPPEN. NEVER FAILS.
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Date: 2010-11-06 03:25 am (UTC)WE'VE ONLY SEEN HIM IN ONE EP AND I ADORE HIM.
I KNEW IT. :O
Three's a crowd, indeed. THAT'D BE SO AWK. OMG.
Even though they SAY they're all manly and shiz - they're so not. I mean, a little, sure, but they do hug and cry a lot for men who are ~manly.
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Date: 2010-11-06 02:43 am (UTC)THIS. I may as well just make a deal with Show now and make out with it. *nods*
And yeah, I can't even remember most of the first half now thanks to that second half LOL I love when SPN does that to me.
Sam asking if he was just going to leave him tired up there forever and Dean saying he didn't think that was a bad idea. UHHHH UNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I'm SO glad I wasn't the only one that had that reaction to that line LOL
AND CAN I JUST SAY RIGHT HERE AND NOW I LOVE IT WHEN DEAN GETS SO FUCKING ANGRY THAT HE SQUEALS THE CAR OVER TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD ALL...ANGRILY. HEEEEEEEEEEEEE LOVE.
YESSSS. That was one of my favorite moments of the episode. I got really excited LOL
And then, clapping, and how long it took them to show who was clapping.
That had me on the edge of my seat. I was sitting here like, "WHOISITWHOISITWHOISIT" LOL
I was just talking to someone today about Sam's soul and I told them that I thought Balthazar had it...thanks for clearing up that theory in one day, Show LOL
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Date: 2010-11-06 02:48 am (UTC)I do too! Then again it also aggravates me [my own fault, really] and makes me want to take notes; but I never do as I feel it takes away from the ~experience. I already tweet too much during it. lol
I NOTICED IT BB. I SOOOO NOTICED IT. I think I said unf outloud. Ohhhh Dean, we so know you'd like to keep Sam all tied up there for your...personal reasons. ;]
I DID TOO! WE ALWAYS KNOW WE'RE IN FOR A GOOD TALK/ARGUMENT WHEN HE PULLS OVER. :D
My heartbeat sped up a TON during that part lol I was all WHODUNNITWHODUNNITWHODUNNIIIITTT
Hah! That's great - I actually thought it was Balthazar or something so the fact it was CROWLEY was a complete shocker to me.
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Date: 2010-11-06 02:43 am (UTC)\o/ \o/ \o/ \o/ \o/
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Date: 2010-11-06 02:45 am (UTC)\o/ \o/ \o/ \o/ \o/
xDD AWESOME EP IS AWESOME.
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Date: 2010-11-06 03:56 am (UTC)I LOVE IT TOO~
+I WAS SO FUCKING HAPPY TO SEE SAM GET BACK IN THAT IMPALA AND DEAN GO ALL 60-40 AND SAM'S SHRUG. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BOYYYYYYYYYYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
I was so surprised too OMG ♥
+Why did Samuel get to keep his soul and Sam didn't?
Very good question.
+When Sam pulled that gun I thought it was Dean at first and when I saw it was Sam I was all O_o
OMG I THOUGHT SO TOO! IT FELT SO GOOD KNOWING IT WAS ACTUALLY SAM DOING IT THOUGH FFFF~
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Date: 2010-11-06 09:42 pm (UTC)I was like OMG DEAN NOOOOO and then saw it was Sam and was seriously so surprised - not sure why lol
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Date: 2010-11-07 01:01 am (UTC)'Cause we know Dean's been questioning his actions like crazy, plus it just seems like something Dean would do. I was way surprised myself when they showed it was Sam.
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Date: 2010-11-06 01:41 pm (UTC)Next week looks interesting, but kinda ominous XD
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Date: 2010-11-06 09:43 pm (UTC)Ominous is like the perfect word to describe how next week's ep looks. haha I can't wait till we start getting spoiler clips - hopefully that'll make it look less "omgwttfffff"
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Date: 2010-11-06 02:30 pm (UTC)I imagine it might be related to his direct family? I'd love to see more Mary if that is the case though if it was I'd wonder why now. I can't wait to find out.
I think I'm annoyed at Dean because he just seems to be blaming everything on Sam. I want him to help Sam because he wants to not out of some obligation, which is what I'm feeling. Sam is your family Dean act like it. I was getting happy towards the end of the episode that maybe they were acting more like brothers but noooooo preview had to ruin that. Gutted.
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Date: 2010-11-06 09:45 pm (UTC)If it was Mary that'd be awesome.
Deans not acting like that at all - he's simply upset that Sam doesn't care anymore and he just doesn't understand why. He knows Sam doesn't have a soul but as a person WITH a soul obviously he can't fully comprehend what being soul-less means, so he's acting the only way he can. I don't think he's blaming him in any sense, just confused and wondering what the hell to do. When they had that argument out by the car he clearly WANTED Sam to stay with him, he was just conflicted as to whether that would be best for both of them or if Sam even wanted to be with him.
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Date: 2010-11-06 06:31 pm (UTC)And I like it when Dean pulls the car over, too. I actually have that written down to mention in my own reaction post XD Idk what it is about it, it's just kind of hot and then we always know that there's going to be an amazing scene.
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Date: 2010-11-06 09:46 pm (UTC)IT'S SO HOT WHEN HE DOES IT OALWEJRLAMCLAKWERJLAWEJRARELK.
I'm still waiting for the 'Bitch' 'Jerk' that I miss so dearly.
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Date: 2010-11-07 11:39 am (UTC)OMG. I'm waiting for that, too!!! When -if- we finally get that it's going to be such a fantastic moment!